Lord, today is Mother's Day, but my heart is split in two.
Half is with the child still here,
The other with the child that is now there with you.
All the lovely presents are a nice surprise,
But the one thing I want most is missing,
And tears fill my eyes.
I know when you sent him, Lord,
You didn't promise how long he would stay.
All you said was to love him and treasure each and every day.
But Lord, it crushed my heart when you called for his return.
I feel like half a Mom, as I ache, weep and yearn.
But Lord, tell him I love him just as much as I did before.
And could you please make a window,
so he can see through heaven's door ?
Let him see that he is missed and thought of with each breath.
And that a Mother's love begins before life, and does not end with death.
So, on this Mother's Day, the Greatest Gift, I give to you.
For Lord, I know you missed him and you loved him, too.
-Author Unknown-
Jen
Wife
January 26, 2010
michael,you are my world,your leaving has been so hard,yet i still go on,i know you are with me,i can feel you,i can smell you,i can still hear you sing,i hope your still singing my darling
cindy,gizzie,georgie,harry,cassie,rollo and peppie have there daddy back,love them for me,as i know you will,talk to them about me,tell them i love and miss them,as i do you,all of your time hear was so short,my darling's you no longer need to sing angel's you are one of them,you were an angel on earth,the only difference is you now have your wing's,use them well,to look after everyone,i love you all,i loved having all of you in my life,even as short a time as it was xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Kat
Candels For Jazz's Losses
January 13, 2010
Mom to Angel Justin Lindley
Wishing you a Peaceful Holiday!
December 24, 2009
Susan Owen
Missing from the Table at Christmas
December 12, 2009
Just yesterday I heard you laugh and giggle as you ran to the tree. It was all decked out with your favorite baubles, tinsel, which were all at the bottom, you were so small.
Today Christmas just doesn’t feel the same, there’s a hole where your laugh filled anything that was missing from my heart. We’re still a family, smaller now, it will never be like it was. Accepting that is so touchy there’s nothing else that we can do.
Maybe I’ll sleep through the entire day, that wouldn’t be fair, you never wanted to see me cry. It’s complicated, impossible to explain but I’ll do my best to recollect everything that has made me smile through the years. It’s Christmas they let you reminisce on Christmas. If I recall things right, summon up the good pieces of the past, I’ll grin, join the family, make new traditions, keep the old memories, move forward, I will see your glow.
Look at the stars shining high above, never gone from my heart, sweet love............. never gone from my heart, sweet love.............
Susan Owen
Kat you have become a blessing in my life, may this give you some comfort.
Sue
Mom to Angel Justin Lindley
Remembering our Angels!!
December 11, 2009
Mom to Angel Justin Lindley
A Thanksgiving Prayer for You!
November 26, 2009
A Thanksgiving Poem
Dear Father who art in Heaven... Please join our family on this Thanksgiving day And bless each one as we sit down to pray As we remember those who have joined You above So dearly missed and deeply loved.
Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving day Bless us with memories of those faraway... Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve And help us reach out to others who are bereaved.
We give thanks to You on this Thanksgiving day.... For Your presence in our lives each and everyday. For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love... And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.
As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving day... And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today.... May their lights always shine down on us and give us light... And may we feel their presence along with Yours tonight.
May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving day Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way... Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above.. For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above... Amen
Poem graciously submitted by The Jason Program
Mom to Angel Melissa Platt
God Bless You
October 11, 2009
The Pohl/Lewis Family
To the Corliss family
May 3, 2009
Raylene McDonald (March 29, 1979 - April 21, 2009)
Raylene Addie-Athel Langston McDonald “Athel”, 30, of Blanco, NM passed away on Tuesday, April 21, 2009 in Ignacio, CO. Athel was born in Albuquerque, NM on March 29, 1979 to Ronnie T. Langston and Dorothy Rayleen (Corliss) Langston. She lived in Blanco, NM since 1999 coming from Odessa TX. and Mountainair, NM. Athel is preceded in death by her father Ronnie Langston and her grandmother Nadine Langston. She is survived by her mother, Dorothy Raylene Turner; step-father, Greg Turner; son, Shelton Bailey McDonald; daughters, Chey-Bree Renee McDonald and Addison Soren Funk; brothers, Colt Turner and Onan Turner; grandparents, Jimmy and Dorothy Corliss and RT Landston; aunts and uncles, Jimmy and Rheeann Corliss, Leonard and Wigila Corliss and Linda Hardy; and numerous cousins. Funeral services will be on April 27, 2009 at Harris-Hanlon Mortuary, in Mountainair, NM at 10:00AM with Richard Spencer, Doris Jaquess, and Gary Lee Watts officiating. Burial will follow the service at Round Top Cemetery in Mountainair, NM. Pallbearers will be Colt Turner, Onan Turner, Tate Corliss, Blaine Corliss, Aden Corliss, and Shelton McDonald. Honorary Pallbearers will be Jimmy Corliss, Leonard Corliss, Wilse Corliss, Arliss Corliss and Marty Moss.
kazalala
sorry
March 7, 2009
Im sorry, i wanted topost a poem and posted it in the candles section,,, it was too long though and only some of it shows. Here is the poem i wanted to send.
What is dying? A ship sails and i stand watching till she fades on the horizon and someone at my side says " she is gone" Gone where? Gone from my sight that is all, she is just as large as when i last saw her. The diminished size and total loss of sight is within me, not in her, and just at the moment when someone at my side says, " she is gone", there are others who are waiting for her coming, and other voices take up a glad shout "There She Comes"......... and that is dying.
If you can delete the candle i sent thats ok by me as it does'nt really look right with only the beginning bit.
you have a wonderful site here. Love Kaz xxx
Debi Collins
Another grieving Mom
October 10, 2007
Katha,
You will be in my thoughts and prayers today. The anniversary dates have a nasty way of sneaking up on us. Like you, I begin the count down and before July 16th ever arrives, I want it to be over. Andrew, our son, died two years ago on July 16th, 2005 of head injuries sustained in a car accident. I try not to look beyond two years because that's all I know at this time. I'm sure the void will be with me until the day that I join him. I just don't know if I'll ever grow accustomed to his absence. In reading your words and understanding that it's been six years since God came to take your beautiful daughter Verna, I must admit, I'm not sure that it will ever get "easier." In retrospect, today is a day of memory for you, of a day that changed your life forever and removed a part of your heart until you meet her again. I'm sending big hugs, tissues for the tears and prayers for your broken heart and spirit.